I want to write an apology letter to a person I really love – $50-$100

I want to apologize to my ex because I messed up big time. I didnt have relations with any other woman. I did not hit her. It is different.

Starting will be 50$ maximum will be 100$. I will have other proof read it alongside me if i deem it 100$ worth then I have no issue in paying 50$ extra for gratitude.

It has to be done before FEB 1st I plan on giving it to them on February 6th or seventh.

The letter will consist of: A heartfelt, genuine, non defensive apology. What i am doing to get better. And a profess of my love and a desire to move on, or to be with them. [ It has to be in between. I want to let them make their own choice. No manipulation. ]

I want the letter to be direct and logical, but with love and sincerity. Like a decision has already been made in my mind.

This HAS to be great. This is my hail Mary. Dont F it up. I lost her and that’s my fault.

My objectives for this letter is: That she receives an apology and can move on without me. Or. She knows that she can come back eventually when she wants to/when I am healed. Or. She can get back with me. ONLY AFTER I have put in the work to fix myself.

This letter will be accompanied with flowers that are either sentimental or symbolic. And it will also come with a painted skipping stone.

Context for the stone: I am going to either commission someone or do it myself. I want the stone painted, and the portrait of me and her together. The reasoning for this is i taught her how to skip stones when we went camping. Once you throw a stone into a lake, it doesn’t come back. So the options I will give her is either: go alone and toss the stone herself(provides closure): go with me to toss the stone so we both move on in different paths: To go with me to toss the stone and reconnect. Throwing away what we had so that we can build something new: or for them to keep until we meet again.

I think this is a good and bittersweet sentiment and it can be a good way to provide some sort of closure for the both of us.

I really did hurt her and that is going to be one of the greatest losses of my life. I miss her throughout every day. When I wake up I instinctively reach out to hold her, but shes not there. Every first breath I take is disappointing because I can’t smell her. I dream about her frequently. I miss her.

I know if I get another chance that I wont F**K it up. I cant. I have already broken her trust and pushed her boundaries.

I want to explain the whole story to anyone who is interested in writing this. CONTEXT is important.

Please help me im not as good as I once was at writing.

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